Thursday, January 31, 2013

Stay On Track

Even though life knock me ten times back
I’m going to stay on track, slowly but surely
I’m coming back

Saturday, January 26, 2013

The Family Blue's

Why is it, that my family tear me
down makes them feel good.
somethings are misunderstood
For the rest of my life I will fight for the rights

of everyone that don’t make a excuse for abuse
Sometimes I feel like it’s no uses because
they always make an excuse to live and do the abuse
I will die trying to see a way out, they have no love

without a doubt, love they do not know of,
control is what they speak of, But I will not know hold
a single grudge. Because I choose to love

Monday, January 21, 2013

I'm In Love

You are truly my type, all the lonely nights
when I pick You up, I don't go through so much stuff

My heart you touch, i love you so much
Your love is know mistake because your love

was never fake, with all that love we make, all the time
It took for me to fine, now i can't get you off my mind

You give me all your time, we make love at a drop
Of a dime, it took a Long time to see, I'm in love writing poetry

Saturday, January 19, 2013

Material Things Don't Make Me Who I am

I go without so much material things but it do not make up for the joy they bring because, for my kids i will do anything, always putting myself aside to survive. With all that time hurting inside from the pain, from my pass it remain, but today that pain I did not claim because in my heart love rain, I don't care about them material things

Friday, January 18, 2013

Fear

I hate when you are near, doubt
always appear every time you are here 

I shed a tear, of fear about what's
next, just trying my best and hoping

for the rest, still thinking is my best enough
am I going to get through all this stuff today

so many bills and things I have to pay, on my heart
so many try to play, Its so hard to get through the

day when you appear doubt is near but you can not
stay one more day so go far far a way FEAR..

Thursday, January 17, 2013

Taking Control

Faith is the main part,
and love in my heart with everything I start,
everything seem to change because
I choose to not let the pain,
remain in control of how my life will roll
this love I up hold

Sunday, January 6, 2013

Touch the sky

I'm going to fight with all my might,
fly higher than a kite, so many things
I had to go though so many days feeling blue
but as long as I fight, everything will workout for my life.
So I'm going fight with all my might and fly higher than kite.

Working On Me

Around the holidays I emotionally eat because of the pain,
I gain weight because I hate the way my family is towards me,
this is not the way it surppose to be. but it is, so it's just me and my kids.
I will be ok because this pain is slowly going a way, I'm working on
my physical and mental health, so it will not fail because I'm choosing to live well

Friday, January 4, 2013

Faith

Faith is all I got so, I'm going to take a shot at my dreams following what I love, is what I mean and believing in the unseen.