See Differently

These traditional holidays has forgot about someone like me 

This is not my real true reality 

When you born in a family 

That you have to make it on your own

all alone

Don't want pity

It's not a poor oh me

This is just the way it has been

A part of my life story

It has begun and will never end

I came to know It's alright 

It has made me see beyond just me

The abandon and alone people on the holidays 

Giving and love is everyday

Its not about the traditional society's family

You will never truly understand unless 

you walked as I am

In theses traditional society plans

This Beast

This sadness has over took me 

This sadness have made me

This sadness should I let it be 

This sadness is it real

This sadness is how i feel

This sadness i will not continue to live 

This sadness Is just a part of me

This sadness of the uncertainty 

This sadness how can this be me

This sadness got my numb 

This sadness has been all I known

This sadness will eventually be gone

If I keep the fight and be strong of this sadness I have continue to know

Me singing Natural Woman by Aretha Franklin

http://youtu.be/G9pQUhR83Qc

Normal

This so call normal is something that society say we need to be

Don't think to damn differently 

Have a white picket fence house

With a dog with kids and a spouse

Everyone grew up and have lived different lives

Truly struggled to survive

Many don't desire in here heart anything

We were taught 

This so call normal life

Do what you feel in your heart is right

Desires

Walking a day in my shoes

To life you may have refused

But I'm a fighter so the struggles will get lighter 

Staying focus is required

This is something know one would desire

But this passion in my heart is on fire

Open Heart

 Still flow Broken

Still flow Hurt 

Still flow Stabbed

Still flow with all the pain it has

Still flow In peaces 

Still flow fast

Still flow heavy 

Still flow steady

Still flow Over

Still flow without grudge

Still flow of love 

Still flow the way it supposed to be

It still flows beautifully

Tired

I know tired is just a simply word we all have heard 

But why is it that I'm standing here so hurt

I feel this pain in my gut

Do you know what it means

To be chasing a dream

When at times it's nothing around makes you believe

As I look around my heart has been hammer to the ground 

But hope can still be find

Know matter what happen next 

Long as I choose to fight 

Deep down in my heart

 I feel it will be alright