Dad

Dad you was so loud and too damn proud but all I wanted was to be free

from the abuse but you always had an excuse to lay your hand was the plan
I guess it made you feel like a man, beat me and yell and told me I was going to hell

until I fell under your spell control that was your role, you said I will never amount to nothing but let me tell you something this is true I will never be you, you taught me something right because I learn how to fight take nothing for no one that includes you, know more days feeling blue, one time I hated you for what you did dad I was your kid but in my heart I chose to forgive so I loved you as your kids, but it’s just somethings I will never understand so I’m going to let you rest in peace man