Friday, April 19, 2013

The Realness


Why being fake is the way we supposed to be now, we will never live free to be all we can be

we all have feelings and need to find a way for healing
we all have inner strength inside but we were told a lot of lies to believe just know we are free not under man control
not what someone else think you should do In life be true to yourself
then you will be able to get help, life is real not something fake
guess I need to follow what only people say, that will not ever be me any day,
I go by what I learned in seen in life how it got me this far and choose not to live behind bars, stop being fake and act like you have no feelings just go to church for healing and acting like you are
okay but hurting every day faking because of pride, we only can live our own lives to realize what’s right, it’s always room for learning only you know was in your heart burning
just make sure we truly believe what we say and see, not going off of just feelings, your life will show truth not what someone taught or told you to be or do



Wednesday, April 17, 2013

Superficial love


Superficial love

Superficial love only looks on the outside
Can’t see what’s on the inside
Color of the skin makes you gone with the wind
texture and length of the hair makes you swear
Looking at the body and clothes wish you could hold
unaware know love was there. when you look at
the superficial things only money it will bring
you will not never know what’s truly important
your mind will be snowboarding
superficial love will make you think that it’s real love you but it's
more about control as your life unfold
Beauty starts from within the heart it don’t start with the latest trend
but that is where true love begins and the superficial love ends

Sunday, April 14, 2013

The Unspoken


Why people live in the this defeat attitude it will stop your growth


makes you feel like there’s no hope, just live day to day just a plan for the average man

To just be that average person not take life as lessons never be all you can be
to live free, you will be under a man/woman control and never know

what’s inside of you hold, It will never be told
If you are broken take the time and get in touch with your heart

and say the unspoken, get to know who you are
even if you have difficulties in things that will stop your growth

always know there’s hope it’s ways to get it done and let it be a lesson learn  
some people will never agree, still say what you believe


Friday, April 12, 2013

The Pastor’s daughter

Church was always first I think there under a curse
Nothing else on their mind but going to church all the time,
nothing else seem Important what kind of train they borden 

this is how I grown up as kid I supposed to ignore all the bad

Things they did, Church was a part of their control as everything unfold
It was crazy how they raise me, they act like the way to god was how many times you go

To church, but it get worse for god they did not thirst, 
this is just the beginning of everything, they use to always make me sing
Because money it would bring, that was there thing, church to them was all about 


the money that could help them out,
and how loud they could shout, when I told them they were fost so much pain it cost, but one thing I know
Love they did not show they fooled everyone else but I was there child and not proud to know and see the truth

~ Their children lives are the proof

Saturday, April 6, 2013

Guy Friend

I none you for over ten years
Try to hide from my fears

Without a doubt you brought them out
You treated me like a piece of meet

With this girl know more will you beat
Myself of steam to the ground

I refuse to wear a frown I realize
What I’m worth no more pain

Will I birth, from you or anyone else,
Inside of me is what you felt

To keep that control just like my dad control you stole
Over me for so many years but today

I have no fears, so I choose to leave you alone
No more me will you bone

This is a fact I’m taking my life back
You can go back to the life you choose

But I will not be abused by you or anyone else
For that fact, that type of man I will not lack